The time in Saudi....

Still remembered that first time I landed to this country was on 11nov2009. Times just passed without notice and its going to be end of July. I wonder why I'm still alive in this crazy and strict country......The first moment still very fresh that I arrived to Riyadh airport, those officers are rude and bad. Here you really can see and feels that female are without any status and not respect for the men in this country. Those officers just scream and shout at you that you are blocking their way, its really radiculious and so sad with their behaviour. The situation just like you are a servent/maid (kuli) for their country peoples.

After wasting about 3hour at the stupid airport, finally our hospital's representative come and pick up us to hostel. During the way to our hostel, along the way, I saw those building are in square and short......those drivers in Riyadh are immoral and drive so crazy!! They will take over you without any signal and if you don't give the way they will just bang you and keep pressing the irritating horn......What in my mind during that time was I need to sleep and rest, whatever happen I have no strength to argue and solve......with the jetlag and sad mood, finally I reach my room and I just jump onto the bed and knock off......

During the first 3 months, I was so depress and cried......I can't stand for their culture and life. They peoples are so rude and my working area politics are so strong. I keep to tell myself that those people won't affect your life, so better don't care about them, unfortunately the things that you don't wish to happen that always will happened!! Huh, I keep thinking how am gonna to go through the balance of the days in Riyadh......some more got betray and hurt by the closes friend......what a unmeaning life in Riyadh......

Now, I can't believe that its almost end of my contract......I feel so happy and excite to going back malaysia......I can't wait to see my family members, my friends and also my love one ^_^ Even its still have 2 months to go, but I believe it will be like very fast to reach the day which I waiting for long long long time >_< gambatte and I trust that I can make it better and better more!!